I n . S o m n i s . V e r i t a s
I used to wish to be different. I wished to be able to dream what others couldn't. I finally got just that, and it never goes away. Just goes to show, be careful what you wish for.
Monday, March 21, 2011
Dream 50: Silence
There was a group of people that my grandmother let move into the house. I didn't trust them, and I got this bad vibe from them. She didn't though. They started living with us. I found out that they were practicing black magic. I trapped myself in the bathroom one day. They found me in the bathroom, but wouldn't come near me. I had drawn a marking on the floor in black light marker so they couldn't see it. They sensed it though. It was a spell to freeze them in pain. They wanted to hurt me. They hated me for putting the spell on the floor. Somehow they made me walk through it, and I was the one who was poisoned by the spell. Afterwards, they bound me. I couldn't speak at all. I especially couldn't tell anyone what they were. My grandmother tried talking to me, and I couldn't talk. They just watched me like it was funny. She knew something was wrong though because I couldn't talk. She just brushed it off and went her own way while I was stuck with them. They laughed at me, and then I woke up. (Attached is the spell I put on the floor)
Dream 49: Saved
I was with a group of friends in some building. Two friends took an elevator down. Another friend took the same elevator down after them because they wanted to be alone. He got in the elevator and pressed down, when his nose started to bleed. He realized then that something was wrong, and he wasn't going to make it down. He tried leaving the elevator before the doors closed, but as he walked through the doors, they closed on him. They killed him instantly. The other two friends who went down before him, went to catch a train. The girl got her hair stuck on a pole. The pole was stuck on the train tracks, and as the train went by it pulled her under, killing her. Shortly after, a guy came out with a shotgun threatening to kill everyone. There was a baby laying on the ground that came out of nowhere. It turned into an angel. I saw a bright light. The angel used magic and cloaked us all. We were hidden to the naked eye. Another train was coming down the tracks and crashed into the other one. It blew up, and the angel's light saved us all. It was like a shield.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Dream 48: Vampire Nurse
I was online talking to a vampire that I had been donating energy to for a long time. I talked to him a lot, and I trusted him. He asked me a few times before, but I still said over and over that I wasn't sure because I was afraid. He asked me if I would donate blood to him instead of just energy now. I said like I always said. He started arguing with me about me not wanting to donate blood, and I got upset. He got even more mad and said that he would find me and force me. He didn't even know where I lived. I figured that since he didn't know, I had nothing to worry about. I told him to never contact me again.
A few days later I see him in public and try to escape. I get home, and he's there waiting for me inside my house. I panic and try running, but he catches me. I cry and ask him how he found me. He was a nurse, and his name was Kristopher. He told me that he used hospital records to find me. Everything that I've talked to him about before linked up with my profile somehow.
He had a syringe with a sedative in it. He held me down as I struggled and fought him. I screamed, and I tried to call for help. I dialed 911, and they answered. He told me, "Don't even try it." I cried and hung the phone up. He had a knife to my throat. He jammed the needle into my arm and drugged me. I was so out of it, and everything around me started spinning. All I remembered was him wrapping a tourniquet around my arm and placing a needle in my vein that was attached to a tube. My blood slowly drained into a container from the tubing, and he drank from the container. I saw blood dripping from all over his face, down onto his clothes. He was still wearing his nurse's outfit.
Then I woke up.
A few days later I see him in public and try to escape. I get home, and he's there waiting for me inside my house. I panic and try running, but he catches me. I cry and ask him how he found me. He was a nurse, and his name was Kristopher. He told me that he used hospital records to find me. Everything that I've talked to him about before linked up with my profile somehow.
He had a syringe with a sedative in it. He held me down as I struggled and fought him. I screamed, and I tried to call for help. I dialed 911, and they answered. He told me, "Don't even try it." I cried and hung the phone up. He had a knife to my throat. He jammed the needle into my arm and drugged me. I was so out of it, and everything around me started spinning. All I remembered was him wrapping a tourniquet around my arm and placing a needle in my vein that was attached to a tube. My blood slowly drained into a container from the tubing, and he drank from the container. I saw blood dripping from all over his face, down onto his clothes. He was still wearing his nurse's outfit.
Then I woke up.
Monday, February 7, 2011
Dream 47: Panther
I was walking along the highway, and there was an accident. Someone was killed that I knew. Someone who was close to me. Her dad came over to me and hugged me. There was a man who apologized so much for the accident. He must have been the one who hit her. Her father said he didn't want to even speak to the man. That he would rather be with his daughter and be left alone. The man was taken to jail, and we stayed behind. Everyone had cleared away, and then I went home.
At night I came to the place of the accident to see it. I walked about 100 feet down the road, and there was a driveway leading down to a closed off area. There were two huge cages, side by side, built into the mountain. Out came a black panther from the cage that was open. It came running up to me and pounced, but I stayed sitting still on the ground. I grabbed it's legs and held it still. I sang to it and pet it, softly and slowly, to calm it. It started to calm down and purred.
I became close to the panther that night. It curled up beside me, and it fell asleep. I would pet it and sing to it always. When someone would get close to me, it would stalk them and growl, not letting them near me. It was protecting me. I fell in love with this beautiful panther. It was my guardian.
At night I came to the place of the accident to see it. I walked about 100 feet down the road, and there was a driveway leading down to a closed off area. There were two huge cages, side by side, built into the mountain. Out came a black panther from the cage that was open. It came running up to me and pounced, but I stayed sitting still on the ground. I grabbed it's legs and held it still. I sang to it and pet it, softly and slowly, to calm it. It started to calm down and purred.
I became close to the panther that night. It curled up beside me, and it fell asleep. I would pet it and sing to it always. When someone would get close to me, it would stalk them and growl, not letting them near me. It was protecting me. I fell in love with this beautiful panther. It was my guardian.
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Dream 46: Michelle Belanger
I owned a book by Michelle Belanger. I didn't quite understand it, and I saw she was going to be at a book signing. I went to see here, and I asked her about the book. There was a part in the back of the book, like a quiz, to see what your symbol was. I didn't understand it. She helped me figure it out. My spirit was an energetic spirit and my symbol was a sparrow. She connected to my energy to find this out. We became friends, and she showed me things. We also stayed in touch. I'm not sure what the sparrow quite mean though. She gave me a charm with a sparrow on it to keep with me for luck. She left and then I woke up.
I'm not sure why I would dream of Michelle Belanger other than I think she is an awesome person. I wouldn't mind meeting her for real. Not sure if being an energetic spirit and sparrow mean anything either.
I'm not sure why I would dream of Michelle Belanger other than I think she is an awesome person. I wouldn't mind meeting her for real. Not sure if being an energetic spirit and sparrow mean anything either.
Dream 45: Merlin
I owned my own house, and Toby lived with me. Merlin came to me with ancient books and his cat. The cat was a short haired dark smokey color with a fluffy tabby striped tail. It was cute. Merlin told me about the worlds that these book were about. Each world had a rare magical creature that lived in it. Merlin told me that he would fly on different creatures to each world so that he could save these creatures and bring them back to my house to keep safe temporarily. I agreed and off he went. I remember him going to three worlds. To get to the third world, he flew on a black dragon that had blue flames around the edges of the wings. In the third world, there were black creatures that reminded me of peacocks. The only difference was that the feathers were extremely light and fluffy and all black except for the tail feathers, which were black but the ends had round glowing rainbow circles on them like the design of a peacock feather. It was so beautiful. I was cleaning up the left over feathers as the creatures were leaving and noticed Merlin's cat under my dresser chewing on and playing with a humongous dead rat. I screamed and threw the rat outside. Well I actually kicked it out the door and I yelled at the cat. He just looked at me. I told him if he wanted it he would have to go outside with it. Then he ran outside after it and I came in to relax. Then I woke up.
Dream 44: Dream Journey
It started off as a stormy day. Uncle Rick was driving me to work, and he asked if Johnny mowed the yard one last time before winter starts. I said no and Uncle Rick got mad. Hail, lightning, thunder, and heavy winds all started. I'm not sure if it was because of his anger or not.
The dream then switched to me driving to a local school on a stormy day. The school was haunted by demons. I went inside, and people were fighting floating swords with swords of their own. Swords flew off of the walls and down from the ceiling, stabbing people and killing them. I helped and fought off the demonic presence.
Then the dream switched to me in a darkened school. Very few lights were on. A band was practicing in an auditorium or gymnasium. They just couldn't get anything right. This girl appeared and inspired them. She then left the room and none of them remembered her. I went after her, and she looked at me. She said it was her mission to inspire them for if she failed, she wouldn't be able to enter Heaven. Her wings appeared. She was so happy, and then suddenly I told her that her soul belonged to me. She was damned all along. I snapped my fingers, and her wings burned off. She screamed and cried. Then I whistled, and she started to shake because, even though she couldn't see them, she knew they were there. I started walking away, my back towards her. She cried and then all I heard was screaming as the hell hounds ripped her apart.
The dream then switched to me in love with a real vampire. He's immortal. He has long hair, pale skin, and pale blue eyes. The tall, dark, and handsome type. His eyes, when in sunlight, bleed. Around the pale blue iris you can see blood running out. He has to hide his eyes or blood tears run out of them where people could see. It's why he wears sunglasses. He seduces me all of the time. I don't mind it. We sleep together, and he feeds from me. It's very pleasurable. I overheard him one day on the phone, saying to one of his friends in his coven, that if he feeds from me so many times I either turn or die. It's my choice. The venom just builds up and being bitten too many times will kill me. I was walking down the street one day with him holding my hand, and he finally told me this. He knew I was listening to his conversation. I didn't want to die so I ran. He chased me. I called for help, and he caught up with me. He came up from behind, holding me against him, with one arm around my neck. He leaned down and whispered in my ear. He asked me if I told them where he lived and I said that I did. He said that I should prepare a funeral then because they'll be killed on sight. I cried, and he took me back to his place and locked me up. He wanted me to decide what I wanted now. To live eternally as a vampire or die. I was scared and crying. I was confused and didn't know what to do. I didn't want to die, but didn't want to be the evil thing that he was. I chose death. He came after me to kill me, and I screamed. Then I woke up.
The dream then switched to me driving to a local school on a stormy day. The school was haunted by demons. I went inside, and people were fighting floating swords with swords of their own. Swords flew off of the walls and down from the ceiling, stabbing people and killing them. I helped and fought off the demonic presence.
Then the dream switched to me in a darkened school. Very few lights were on. A band was practicing in an auditorium or gymnasium. They just couldn't get anything right. This girl appeared and inspired them. She then left the room and none of them remembered her. I went after her, and she looked at me. She said it was her mission to inspire them for if she failed, she wouldn't be able to enter Heaven. Her wings appeared. She was so happy, and then suddenly I told her that her soul belonged to me. She was damned all along. I snapped my fingers, and her wings burned off. She screamed and cried. Then I whistled, and she started to shake because, even though she couldn't see them, she knew they were there. I started walking away, my back towards her. She cried and then all I heard was screaming as the hell hounds ripped her apart.
The dream then switched to me in love with a real vampire. He's immortal. He has long hair, pale skin, and pale blue eyes. The tall, dark, and handsome type. His eyes, when in sunlight, bleed. Around the pale blue iris you can see blood running out. He has to hide his eyes or blood tears run out of them where people could see. It's why he wears sunglasses. He seduces me all of the time. I don't mind it. We sleep together, and he feeds from me. It's very pleasurable. I overheard him one day on the phone, saying to one of his friends in his coven, that if he feeds from me so many times I either turn or die. It's my choice. The venom just builds up and being bitten too many times will kill me. I was walking down the street one day with him holding my hand, and he finally told me this. He knew I was listening to his conversation. I didn't want to die so I ran. He chased me. I called for help, and he caught up with me. He came up from behind, holding me against him, with one arm around my neck. He leaned down and whispered in my ear. He asked me if I told them where he lived and I said that I did. He said that I should prepare a funeral then because they'll be killed on sight. I cried, and he took me back to his place and locked me up. He wanted me to decide what I wanted now. To live eternally as a vampire or die. I was scared and crying. I was confused and didn't know what to do. I didn't want to die, but didn't want to be the evil thing that he was. I chose death. He came after me to kill me, and I screamed. Then I woke up.
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